This may sound like an angsty LJ entry, but I just don't care anymore. And that's what it feels like, there is very little that I am motivated to do anymore. My church stuff, my social life, but really my academic career is bleh, and actually doing well in my studies is becoming more of a chore than an adventure or any kind of happy thing. Math is drudgery, and I don't feel like going out and taking pictures, like after the fact of these things I do, but the work dissuades me. Bleh.